CONFIDENT WITH MY SELF?

Have you ever though you are so anxiety and give up with your fighting?NOW...I just want to write every things in my mind..I always try to give motivation  for my self but it too hard and I begin make a question in my head..Can I do my task on time? "It is so usual if a student have many assignment" for many people who I ask advise to solve this problem, BUT for me it difficult..Actually I don't want to be weak person but time pass so quickly without give me more time to control everything in my schedule

I want to tell it to my friend but I don't want to make them be boring with my anxiety.Finally I just stay alone in my mind....it is so funny when I give advise to other people, in fact I just stay in main problem without solve it....Can I confident with my self????

DIFFICULT WORD

               Woah.....a young girl woke up when hear her alarm make a noise. She look around and stop her sight in the blue wall near her desk. There are many piece paper hang in this wall. She smiles when read title that wall "DIFFICULT WALL"       . She still remember the first time she make difficult word in the blue wall. She make many mistake in vocabulary test in the school and her friend laughed her. She back to home sadly and make many difficult word and put in the blue wall. One of difficult word which  she make is FRIEND. Many people always ask her why friend is difficult word, everyone know meaning of friend.

                  Sometime, she influenced to remove that word. Several time she pull out  piece of paper and she always return Fiend to difficult  wall. Why...? it is be big secret for all.

                  One day, she came to me while her eye look glittery. I just wait until she want to tell what happen exactly ."I don't believe friend anymore,they always make me disappointing, always come and go away without care with me,they just take advantages for me and leave me alone when I not be the best in my work". I just let her tell about her feeling without give my opinion. She look at me and say "I don't want to make you be my friend because I don't believe them". I surprised hear it, but before I ask her about my mine she talk again" you are my sister not my friend because I believe you aren't like them". I am happy heard it and we hug. Since that time, i understand the reason WHY WORD FRIEND IS DIFFICULT WORD because until now she still try to find friend. Friend still very difficult to she understand. She never care what ever other people think about difficult word, because she still don't understand about FRIEND word. I appreciate it and how about you?

in your mine